This describes my childhood. I used to always want to be the red and white ranger.
And I’m not afraid to admit that I still know these moves and do them whenever people ask me how I’d react to someone breaking into my house.
I have three film internship interviews this week.
All three make me really excited and nervous at the same time but I have to stay positive. When I got the calls for them I couldn’t even control my happiness.

But then I had to calm myself down and realize that I should probably research on the companies and prepare to sell myself to them. I really want all three but would still be happy even if I got just one. The day of the interviews I’m gonna walk right in and show them I mean business.


has never been one of my favorite characters. After this weeks episode however, I have fallen in love with her words.
“The more people you love, the weaker you are.”

Speak the truth woman.
always brings tears to my eyes.
Never have I felt so engrossed in a franchise until I met Harry Potter. Even as a child reading the series, I was so excited to get the books the day they came out. I remember for one of the books we were the only ones in line at our small bookstore at 10 AM to pick up our reserved copies. They gave us free HP glasses and I wore them everywhere I went.
The emotions I got while watching the epic final installment have no words. Each scene was beautifully shot and was so powerful that you quickly forget the subplots that didn’t make it into the film. Although I really would have enjoyed watching the House-elves defend Hogwarts.
J.K. Rowling wrote such beautiful character arcs and was able to beautifully show each characters shining moment. Some of the memorable moments for me included McGonagall’s battle with Snape and how she took back Hogwarts. Finally showing just how badass she really is. Not that we questioned it.

Not to forget Molly Weasley defending Ginny against Bellatrix. When reading the books, that scene was one of the most powerful and memorable moments and watching on-screen was just as great, if not better. Watching a mother putting her life on the line for her children is a powerful thing. Not to mention forever making Molly Weasley the best mother in the world.


Finally Neville Longbottom, who was always the joke of the Hogwarts school, finally getting to prove his worth. Not only by his bravery, but his courage to keep fighting even when everyone thought Harry was dead. Neville has a lot to learn from and taught me that I should always fight for what I believe in no matter who I am or the risk.

I don’t think I’ve sat through this movie and not been able to cry. HBO always plays it and I can never control my emotions. I always feel like a part of my childhood is over and I can’t help but cry uncontrollably. The final scene when you see Platform 9 3/4 and they’re aged makes me bawl. I just can’t even handle breathing when it gets to that point. I just can’t handle going back to the real world after watching it.



I will forever love this franchise and can’t wait to get my younger cousins, my sons and daughters and any children I meet into it. I will forever follow Harry Potter until the very end.

because I can become a kid again watching George of the Jungle.

Watching him act like an idiot trying to win over the beautiful Ursula. Makes me realize we shouldn’t take falling in love so serious and find someone who excites us and is different and makes us want to become adventurous. Especially when he invites her to dance and teaches her to just be wild and stupid and not care about being embarrassed or crazy. Just have fun.

Him fighting the lion and realizing how ridiculous the effects are in this movie but still remembering how it never failed to bring a smile to my face when I popped in the vhs.

Helping out the monkey had to be the best part. When the little monkey chanted, I always used to rewind that scene. Still brings tears to my eyes.
Now I must swing back to my childhood.

Me during the four photoshoots I’ve been a part of.
I am emotionally dead.
I saw so many things that I never caught before. Like how Jack and Rose talk about her learning to properly ride a horse and then there’s a photograph of her riding a horse. Or how Miss Trudy slides down the ship when it’s going down. I don’t think I realized how powerful or how much I love this movie. I really don’t think I’ve seen a better love story than in this film. Touching base with every emotion possible, this film, no matter how much some people hate James Cameron, truly is one of the best.
Tonight also made me realize how much I want to find someone who is as adventurous as I am. Who understands me and just wants me to enjoy life.


But most of all I want to find someone who makes me feel whole and makes me feel safe.


But most of all tonight reaffirmed my love of Jack/Rose and how much I want Leo and Kate to date in real life.


And Forever and Always

I take one art class and one design class this semester and now I think I have to sketch everything. Like options for rearranging our apartment now that we got a new couch.
I need to stop kidding myself. But I enjoy my stupidity.
do I read things that are gonna make me cry?
“this isn’t how a love story is meant to work. there’s meant to be a fairytale and a prince charming and a white horse and marriage and a happily ever after. instead, there’s nothing but two bodies cold in the ground and nobody left to clean up the mess they’ve made.”
I mean come on why do you do this to me. My heart cannot handle.

